WEAPON OF CHOICE?: Blade
AREA OF CHOICE?: Forearms...then ran out of room and turned to my stomach, upper arms and thighs
LINES, WORDS, or SHAPES?: Lines mostly, words rarely and shapes once or twice
HAVE RITUALS?: Yes, paper, towel on a biscuit tin, cut, clean up...no evidence
ASHAMED?: Very, but I don't let people know that I am
LENGTH OF SELF HARM?: 9 years
WHO KNOWS?: Everyone which is totally humiatating at best
WHO WILL NEVER FIND OUT?: My primary school teachers and friends, my boss
DIAGNOSED?: BPD, PTSD with a touch of OCD
GONE TO THE HOSPITAL?: Too many times to count
MEDICATION?: Refuse it
PSYCHOLOGIST?: Na not worth it
PSYCHIATRIST?: I don't need my brain shrunk!!!
PSYCHE WARD?: 36 times
WANT TO STOP?: So very much. It's 13 weeks at present but I aim for 6 months (32 weeks roughly)
IF SO, WHY?: I have so many scars that I sometimes can't find a place to cut. I also want to be a youth worker and I can't do that while I'm still cutting.
PICTURE OF YOURSELF: Sorry!